i'm a fake

i made a new livejournal.
this one bored me.
www.livejournal.com/users/10673


um add me ok.

i can't even begin to tell you how much fun tonight was.
jess says the best "mm" ever. ilusm.
befffffzzz forevah!
p.s. ( i'm making you all cds. )

got a 94 on my project for Modern American Lit. I seriously thought i failed because i did so poorly. she said "nice work, nita" hahahaha wow. sooo good. then i went downtown with mike and i get halfway to main street and my mom calls "hey, i'm on my way. youre in front of the school, right?" um no, i'm on my way downtown. thats when she turned into the uh devil. and then i tell her to wait because i'm getting pizza. i get to main street and she calls again, saying she couldnt find a parking spot and that shed be by the post office. i get my pizza, sit down, she calls AGAIN and i'm like mike i'ma choke a bitch. and she says shes behind the postoffice and to "GET [t]HERE. NOW." so i sit down and i look at mike and i'm like "i'm going to take my damn time." i eat a slice, sit, joke around and then go to the car AND THE BITCH ISN'T THERE. so i call mike and he's like, I'm coming outside. so we meet up again and i call my mom and i'm like WHERE ARE YOU and she said i'm in the postoffice "now wait by the car, just stand by the car!" i ain't standing NO WHERE and mike got scared and grabbed jake and left me a lone and i threw my shit on the top roof of the car and sat my ass down next to my junk and she came and was like "get off my car." and we drove home in silence.


wtf, she's going to hell.
i have so much homework. fuck school.
mike is telling his boss that he "ain't working." hes just going to sit in the corner.
we're cool.

yeah so i went to cocco's after school with mike again until 6 and mike was high so it was pretty entertaining. there was this old lady who didn't stop talking and asked if everybody was catholic. she was really annoying and asked a thousand questions. "No she isn't still talking" (Mike). and then thank god jess came to get us, and we all bounced. me mike becca and jess. holla! and then we went to the gas station and bought more cigz and we stopped at his grandmothers house to say hello and i think she liked me even though i'm 50% black. i got called nigger a lot by mike but his aunt, sharon?, is mad cool. she beat the shit out of him :)
then we went to the mall and sat through half of the corpse bride and mike took my bobbypin and made it into a weapon and poked me but then he took the same bobby pin and put the shit into his gums. mm. then we wanted to go to fridays but it would have taken too long. i didn't want to go home. i love those guys <3<3<3
man, fuck school.
no school today.
i'm getting a job.

04:47p
didn't know i hated my mom so much.
( error )

i went to laurens house and we had a party.
currently, my favorite cereal is marshmellow mania.
currently, my favorite song is soft pyramids by q and not u.
currently, my favorite book is the fountainhead by ayn rand.
( bye )

j'ai besoin amis.
i need friends.
( heart cooks brain )

haven't taken pictures in awhile.
unacceptable. HEY FRIENDS: WHAT ARE WE UM DOING THIS WEEKEND?

after school is like a time for us to chill, you know? not us and them.
i'm selfish. i kinda want you to myself. sometimes, you know.
whatever. i don't want to meet them anywhere. i want to chill with the befffz.


end rant. i'm greedy.

we eat boys: brittney rodriguez punched me in the mouth today but by accident. it hurt for a good minute or so.
SecretMachineDX: Aw that sucks.
we eat boys: lol yeah, fuck gym.
( yeah cameraphones! )

so i don't remember anything i did today haha except
i went to hooters with jess jesse and mike and we got lost but it was all good
we ate fries and grilled cheese but the grilled cheese was totally gross.
we bought cigarettes and gass and yeah we talked to like twenty million indians and couldn't understand what they were saying. mike had to piss and the gas station hid the key in a pot of flowers haha soo good. then i went back to mikes house and we went to this picnic thing and met about 15 other people. it was fun. mike got me sick. no pictures, sorry.

lets do it again soon, bitchez.

later
( hahaha soo fugly )

nothing to do tonight.
i got a new hoodie.
mike is sick. :(
( TOTALLY RAD )

what a waste of a day.

10:35
i went to taco bell with mike and we had a lot of fun. the end.

micuerpoestatuyo: CONNIE CHUNG CONNIE CHUNG
we eat boys: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
micuerpoestatuyo: say it 5x fast
micuerpoestatuyo: HAHAHA
we eat boys: amazing.
micuerpoestatuyo: haha did u just get played
micuerpoestatuyo: i think so
micuerpoestatuyo: HAHA

i had the best burrito at baja fresh for dinner tonight.
( and i found a car graveyard. )

i went to borders with jess and jesse and i had fun.
if they did or not is another question.
mike's grounded, what ever am i going to do?
and yeah my mom hates me and she doesn't trust me
but whatever, fuck school

i went to the football game with mike and sergio and roggina and yeah every fucking body.
we had too much of a good time.
and then we walked downtown and ate mexican food and my mom got mad at me because she had to pick me up 30 minutes later than scheduled fucking bullshit i can't wait until i get my license ok.

bullshit bullshit bullshitILOVEMYFRIENDS. no pics, sorry.

rest in peace, lauren. (9/12/05)
why say something profound?
you know what i want to do? i want to read artist magainzes and fashion magazines and literary magazines with some type of special guy and i want him to hold me and. ok.
it doesn't even have to be a guy. i just need somebody.
i just want something to call my own. that something that wants to treat me like a person, as well. not a fucking puppet.

would you be my little cut? would you be my thousand fucks?
love isn't like anything, especially a fucking knife. -used
SAVE YOURSELF.